From Puget Sound To San Diego...

Today i journey on down to San Diego to work. I've never tried to work there but thought id give it a go. Its only a couple hours south of me so if it works out it could be a good semi local addition to my touring.

I used to go to SD all the time, I would party in Hillcrest with my fabulous friends (crackie and uncle err) and whatever drasterly but beautiful crew they had around them. usually in some kind of mind altered state. I never laughed so much in my life then hanging around with those boys. But those days are gone... my soul sister Crackie is dead of the dreaded HIV. I miss him so much some days it actually hurts and Uncle Err has never been the same since his spiral into addiction and was busted for trafficking and possession and his many atempts at rehabilitation. we lost touch and honestly i couldn't save him and trust me i tried. dont do drugs kids, it ruins lives.

I wont be hanging out with Trannys in night clubs this trip or dancing until 9am until my legs are Jello. This trip is about work and work i will do. though the thoughts of bygone times with the funniest men i have ever known, im sue will dance in my head though my 2 days in lovely San Diego.

Hearts and flowers, flowers and hearts

In honer of hearts and flowers day tomorrow i thought i'd do few dedications to the people i love.

To my chicken noodle:



For the man in my life


yeah he gets two



To Miss Gee (my BFF)


You all truly make my life better, i love and adore you all.

Im Fucking Matt Damon

Just one of the many reasons i dig Sarah Silverman

Good day sunshine

Love is easy, relationships are hard. However the right relationship is worth all the hard work, all the late night tears and all of the mutual compromise. It's not easy being an escort and in a serious relationship, yet i am one.

When someone surprises you and shows up unannounced at your door with treats they know will make you happy, when someone you lust after reduces you to a sexual ball of impassioned goo and proceeds to go to town on you in just they way that they know makes you quiver all over, when someone you love makes the effort to show you that they really do care about what's important to you... then you know it's a good day.

today... was a very good day

And Then I don't Feel So Sad

I change my mind all the time but today these are a few of my favorite things. None of them are Brown paper packages tide up with string. think of it as a little "get to know Jenny"

20 of my favorite things:

Favorite Flower: Gerber Daisy
Favorite Color: Red
Favorite Shaped Diamond: Baguettes
Favorite Champagne: Veuve Clicquot La Grande Damme
Favorite Sushi: Tuna
Favorite Beatles Song: Every body's got something to hide except me and my monkey
Favorite Fictional Serial Killer: Jame Gum
Favorite Perfume: Coco Chanel
Favorite Elvis Movie: Viva Las Vegas
Favorite Indian food: Chicken Tika Masala
Favorite Soda: Diet Coke
Favorite Movie: Sunset Boulevard
Favorite Shoe Designer: Christian Louboutin
Favorite Vegetable: Broccoli
Favorite Photographer: Nan Goldin
Favorite Coffee: Cafe Mocha
Favorite Furry Friend: Maverick The Wonder Dog
Favorite Writer: Hunter Thompson
Favorite Sex Toy: Glass Dildo

Beep beep umm yeah

The drive home was brutal. What was i thinking not getting a full nights sleep then driving home from Vegas. ugh!

Vegas in 24 hours or less

I'm heading off to Vegas again for 24 hours, maybe less. I hit the road tomorrow with little blondie in tow ( my make up girl for shoots, shes got family there) and come back a day later. I get to see a great guy, who's company i do really enjoy and i am in fact making this trip to sin city just for him.

Maybe i will try to see a glitzy Vegas show while i am there. with all my traveling back and forth i've never been to one. i'd like to see something straight out of the movie Showgirls, something tacky with many sparkles and tons of Vegas glam. if not then i will try again in March. At the very least i will hit a couple slots (video poker is now on my list) have a good meal, enjoy some good company and get naked and roll around ....

I love vegas!

Ouch my head

2 days and no caffeine is giving me a splitting headache. How can i be a naughty sex kitten when all i can think about it is how my head feels like a team of construction workers are jackhammering away at the inside of my skull.

i cant take it anymore, tomorrow.... Starbucks!

Hate, its the new black.

Abusive on a message board does that equal abusive in person? I think it does. I'm not talking about a one time outburst, I'm talking about a pattern of abusive behavior. When someones underlying theme is hurtful on purpose to others. I wonder if these men even realise that they are getting screened out by girls for their online "persona", if the reason they are getting so many "sorry I'm unavailable" is because it all relates back to they are a total and complete misogynistic hate filled dick when they post on a message board.

Many escorts watch the boards and look for a pattern. Is he nice to others, does he have an underlying anger problem. Is he always calling girls who are not his taste names. Is he a boundary crosser and often advocate an angry approach, does he throw a temper tantrum if someone disagrees with him. Someone like that will get abusive in person, they will try to cross your boundaries, they will throw a temper tantrum in person and you better hope that if they do you are savvy enough to placate them and guide the situation so you don't get hurt.

This can be a very dangerous business and there are very angry men who have very serious issues with women in general who gravitate to it. They cant relate to women in an intimate fashion int he real world and they want to be in control so they BUY it and then they feel since they've bought it, they can treat it anyways they want. Yup i said "IT" that's because that's how they act. Not as if the escort is a living breathing person with family and friends and people who love her. But as a thing they can treat anyways they want. I see that behavior all over message boards. I see people saying very reveling things about how they feel about women. If you watch for the pattern it will always emerge.

You have to be alert and aware at all times. The risk is never worth it. If i see someone who is mean and hurtful to others on a message board, i will always be "unavailable" to them, even if they are sacranie sweet to me. How they treat everyone matters not just how they treat me. The risk that they could snap and treat me how I've seen them threat others is always there and its never worth the risk for a few bucks.... never.

Luckily there are also great guys who really do love women on these boards and are not seeing escorts as a way to resolve their personal demons with women. Those guys I'm always happy to see and usually have a great time with. I wish i saw more of that positive presence on the boards and less of the angry, i hate the world and especially women guy, who cant help but reveal himself and spew his hatred out of his angry little fingers.

Hate its the new black.